Illustration by @oiiruu
THE FLAME, THE FROST, AND THE LIGHT IN BETWEEN
A wandering ember wearing a gentle smile, a moonlit soul still learning how to stay warm.
A girl forged by warmth and ruined by cold—yet still choosing softness.
A survivor who pretends to be ordinary, who hides the fractures in her heart beneath laughter and calm eyes.
A soul who carries Pyro in her Vision, Cryo in her scars, and something unspoken in the space between.
A keeper of quiet tenderness; the one who still reaches toward the sun even after the abyss tried to swallow her whole.
Illustration by @leclaireclair
ROSES; SHAENLUMI
A woman sits beneath dim light, her fingers tracing the edges of stories forged in fire and shadow.Hii. it's me — Shaenlumi (21+), the girl who grew up between embers and abyssal echoes, writing myself into this crafted corner of the internet. Please address me with she/her. This space is a sanctuary for my heart.Shaenlumi is tied to me — born from my hands, shaped by my memories, stitched from my softness and my scars.
Here, I pour my lore, my dynamics, my quiet obsessions, my sketches, my commissions, and all the things I cannot say anywhere else.
I write mainly in English and Japanese, sometimes slipping into Indonesian when the emotion demands it.
| Fandoms | Genshin Impact (main fandom), Zenless Zone Zero, Honkai: Star Rail, Valorant, BSD, ONS, Aikatsu, and many more! |
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| Games | All games above, Fallout 4, Red Dead Redemption 2, Detroit: Become Human, MHW, Resident Evil, and many more! |
| Interest/hobby | Watch anime, drawing, singing/music, writing, gaming. |
| Non Yume Oshi's | Kaeya (but sometimes make content w him), Mikaela Hyakuya, All Anemo Boys, Kozume Kenma, Osamu Dazai, Nakahara Chuuya, Kaveh, Gojo Satoru, Lucas (WMMAP), Albedo, Durin, Flins |
Before you follow :
This account is not fully a yume account (mostly talks about Shaenlumi, Diluc x Shaenlumi, and OC/lore stuff, but sometimes mixed with other interests and personal/RL stuff).
Please note that i mainly speak Indonesian and Japanese.
I’m fairly loud about Shaenlumi (my OC/Sona) and my yumeship with Diluc. Expect lots of rambling, headcanons, and angst/romantic posts.
“Shaen” or “Shaenlumi” is my main OCsona/self-insert. You can call me “Shaen,” “Lumi,” or anything comfortable for you. (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و
I sometimes disappear when I don’t have the energy, am busy with RL, or not feeling well. But I’ll try to interact and reply to mentions whenever I can.
I make typos a lot + use kaomoji often. Sorry if that ever makes you uncomfortable!
I don’t mind dark content/dead dove/problematic ships as long as it’s strictly fictional (but I am NOT comfortable with ped*philia content).
If you dislike how I interact (too chaotic/sksd), please don’t hesitate to tell me.
Heavy RT/like of Diluc.
I am open to any ships. I don’t mind them as long as they are not my NOTPs.
Occasionally I might joke about nsfw stuff (always tagged), or thirstpost about Diluc/angsty ship moments. Keyboard smash warning too.
Please don’t follow just to unfollow. I appreciate follow-first and I’ll follow back if we’ve interacted or I know you. Otherwise, no guaranteed fb. If you want to be mutuals, please interact with my pinned tweet.
I accept mutuals from any fandom, but I’ll be selective.
Please don’t copy aspects of my OC Shaenlumi (design, lore, writing, rambles, etc.). She is very personal to me.
Don’t project your OC/yumeship onto mine. Shaenlumi is exclusively my OC with Diluc.
DO NOT self-insert yourself to my OC/Sona please, i made her with all my heart, she is part of me.
I don’t condone yume being treated like a competition. No harassing doubles, no spreading rumors, no gatekeeping friendships.
FUB free zone. Feel free to block/bub if my account makes you uncomfortable.
Most of my content is commissioned, but i often draw/doodle too!
DO NOT INTERACT IF
You are in a romantic or private yume with Diluc Ragnvindr.
You dislike my ships or my oshis.
You’re homophobic, racist, zionist.
You’re below 18.
You use AI-generated art or writing.
You can’t differentiate fiction from reality.
You see “Oshi is Mine” behavior as normal.
You cause discourse for sport.
You limit my interactions because of your doubles.
You compare your yume to mine competitively.
How my yumeship work
They are romantic-only, deeply personal, and not open for sharing.
They are intertwined with my OCs, especially Shaenlumi — my self-insert, my flame.
Every bond is shaped by lived emotion: loss, loyalty, trauma, devotion.
I write them slowly, deliberately, like tending a fire.
You are welcome to admire, but not to compare.
YOU ARE NOT meant to project yourself into their place — please make your own world instead.
Who Appears Here
Only those who leave a mark on me —
those who make my chest tighten,
those whose stories mirror my own broken edges,
those who stay with me even when the timeline moves on.Some bring warmth.
Some bring pain.
Some bring both.
But all of them are mine, in the way a writer belongs to her characters…
and in the way a yume heart belongs quietly, fiercely, secretly.
This page isn’t for performance.
It’s a sanctuary for the relationships that keep my stories alive.
THE DARKNIGHT HERO AND THE FLAMEBOUND MIRAGE
Illustration by @bydidungie
A story written in flame:
Diluc Ragnvindr and Shaenlumi
“Shaen carries warmth in ways no one else understands — even when she hides behind jokes and easy smiles.
As long as she chooses to walk beside me, I will keep every shadow from reaching her. Even if I have to burn through the world to do so.”
— Diluc, about Shaen.
A childhood bond forged under Dawn Winery’s warm lamps —
Shaen and Diluc were raised side-by-side, the daughter of Crepus’s oldest friend and the heir to the Ragnvindr name.
He was headstrong, bright, and earnest; she was gentle, curious, always trailing after him and Kaeya with wide eyes.Then came the death of her father, Crepus’s fall, and the night Shaen vanished — stolen by Dottore’s hands and swallowed by the Abyss.Diluc spent years believing she was gone.But she returned at seventeen: scarred, altered, carrying both a Pyro Vision and a Cryo Delusion, smiling too easily to hide how much she had lost.
She talks like she’s fine — laughs like the girl from years ago — but Diluc can see the fractures beneath every breath.And despite everything, they fit back into each other’s lives with a familiarity that hurts.
Two survivors growing toward the same light, even after taking different paths through grief, fire, and ruin.(No sharing applies to romantic, oshi, and ex-yume with Diluc. Platonic is fine. Lovemailing is not.)
Our Dynamic
We are flame and ember,
wound and healing,
quiet rage and quiet tenderness.He teaches me steadiness.
I teach him softness.He holds my trembling hands like they’re still capable of light.
I hold his anger like it’s something sacred, something honest.Together, we are not perfect.
We are survivors learning how to love without fear.
How I Write Us
Gentle. Slow-burning. Heavy with unsaid things.
A love that feels like sitting by a fire after nearly drowning —
clothes still damp, pulse still unsteady, but alive.
Alive because he’s there.I write us with
devotion, vulnerability, conflict, rebirth, and quiet domesticity —
the kind of intimacy that grows out of childhood memories,
shared wounds, and the stubborn decision to stay.He is not a trophy.
He is not a prize or an aesthetic or something to parade.
He is a story I am still learning to tell,
a constant in a life that has been anything but steady.And sometimes,
yes — the other side of me slips in:
the sly, mischievous Shaen who jokes too much,
the one who pretends she’s fine,
the chaotic gremlin who sends memes at 2 a.m.
That part of me loves him just as fiercely.If you interact with this section…Do so with respect, calmness, and understanding.
This is a piece of my heart
shaped into flame and words.
COMING SOON!